Sunday, February 8, 2009
Changes
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Back to Basics
I feel restless, and ready to do something new. I have had this feeling allot lately. It seems like there is something waiting for me to see it. Something better. Something more fulfilling. How will I know when it presents itself to me? Will I be ready for the challenge?
I think that I am not being pushed professionally, and creatively. Maybe it is time to stop waiting for something, and get out and find it. I need to try new things, and get out of my comfort zone. Hopefully that will help me satisfy these feelings.
The last thing that I want to be is a thirty year old man who has has let everything come to me. I want to be the type of person who has gone and grabbed what I want in life.
I think that I have not gotten enough out of my life up to this point. From this point on, I will start to do what I think will make me feel satisfied, and content. I have just been going with the flow, and that stops now.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Guilty Traveler
I’m sitting in the Taipei airport right now, and I am wondering why I didnt do more here. Sure, I was visiting my girlfriend, but I think I didnt experience that much. We did travel by train, and that was eye opening to say the least. I did try the local food, and I could not liove here for that reason. Western food is ridiculously expensive, and their local food is really cheap. The thing is that I can’t use chopsticks that well, and I dont feel satisfied when I’m finished. The other thing is that they have meat in everything. That makes me really sick. I had to eat meat while I was here, otherwise it was candy and potato chips all day.
Being here really makes me appreciate what I do have, and it also makes me feel like I have way more that I need. I think I need to minimize my life soon. I feel guilty living in a place that twenty people over here could live in, and I am all by myself. I know that it is our culture to have more that we need, but it makes me feel really wasteful.
Hopefully I can make these changes soon to avoid a guilty concise.